I am re-posting this poem I wrote originally in December 2015. It calls to me this Mother’s Day, reminding me of all that we are losing day by day. I can’t stop crying, and the cold rain outside merely mirrors my distress…
“Mommy!…”
Standing on my porch I hear
the sounds of children playing near:
Peals of laughter…
Squeals of delight…
Wails of woe…
Cries of sorrow.
And occasionally a word
I can actually make out:
“Mommy!”…
“Mommmy!”…
“Mo-ommmy!”…
“Mom-mmm-mmyy!”
I remember only too well
what each one means:
“Mommy, I’m hungry! Feed me.”
“Mommmy, I’m hurt! Heal me.”
“Mo-ommmy, I’m lost! Guide me.”
“Mom-mmm-mmyy, I’m scared! Protect me.”
And suddenly I hear the echoes
deep within my soul…
Demanding…
Screaming…
“Mommy!… Mommmy!… Mo-ommmy!… Mom-mmm-mmyy!”
But there is no relief coming
not this time…
not for me…
My Mother is dying
Right here at my feet…
I fall to my knees
Sobbing…
Grieving…
Knowing She cannot help me…
And in my heart
I hear her soft response
Her quiet plea:
“Daughter, I cannot feed you, for I am overwhelmed.”
“Daughter, I cannot heal you, for I am much too weak.”
“Daughter, I cannot guide you, for I do not understand.”
“Child, I can’t protect you when I need protection myself.”
“Help me, Daughter…”
“Please help me.”
I lay down
upon my Mother’s breast…
Devastated…
And confused…
For I know not what to do.
I am only one.
One child among billions
and powerless to boot.
And rising from the Earth beneath me
I feel love and comfort still.
Knowing She will support us until her final breath.
Never abandoning…
Even if it means
Her death…
And then the anger comes…
A rage against injustice!
For all that She has given us
that She should be treated thus!
And lifting my head, my soul cries out
Shrieking…
Loud enough that every heart should hear:
“Wake up, you fucking morons!!!”
“Wake up, everyone!!”
“Wake up, you stupid humans!”
” My siblings all…”
“Unite!”…
“for our Mother’s sake…. Unite!”
Set aside your petty rivalries
However big or small they seem
After all our Mother has sacrificed
How can you be so mean?!
She needs our help!
All of us…
Working together
In Love and trust.
Deny your Fathers and their demands:
Their greed…
Their wars…
Their pride.
And know
if we do not save our Mother
then all your causes
cannot save you.
For soon enough
there will be nothing left
worth fighting over
or dying for…
And then what will we do?